Rushing out the door, I noticed my sweet, silly cat stretched out like a pile of pulled-apart cotton balls. Driving to work, I saw a once fluffy cloud rolled out across the blue sky. Reminded me of my cat. Perhaps I need to unroll, stretch. Not just my body, but also my head and my heart. Remaining too long curled in a fetal position, Though somewhat comforting, is counterproductive. Touch my toes. Reach my hands skyward. Lie flat on my back, eyes closed. Smile or cry, whichever is needed. Smile and cry at the same time. That’s my favorite. Ask for forgiveness. Say I’m sorry. Say I love you. Slow down and stretch.
Remaining on the inside Hiding, peeking out- Seeing, imagining Yet, in a way, Falsely protected- -Or- Stepping outside myself Away from the walls Originally placed To keep out pain And uncertainty-
Hiding may sound Like a safer choice Stepping out, a bit scary-
In which frame of reference Do I see myself as an integral Part of the world? Not simply a bystander But one ready to explore Or at least willing to invite you To climb over the walls-
It challenges me- In my car? Turn on some music Home alone? Flip on the TV Why not simply sit With my thoughts? They tend to shift Quite rapidly And are often Accompanied by Vivid images- My quiet time Quickly becomes A cacophony No one else can hear A barrage of photos No one else can see- Perhaps I should Take a walk- Listen closely to the Birds and the Breeze- Let their songs clear The cobwebs away Making room for peace
If only I could grasp A corner of the sky Between my fingertips And carefully peel it back Like removing The protective covering From a brand-new mirror So that the fuzzy images Suddenly become clear- If only I could grasp A corner of the sky Between my fingertips And carefully peel it back Perhaps the colors of Fall Would no longer appear muted Their transformation revealing Deep reds and golden yellows- I cannot peel back A corner of the sky But I can remember This is only a season And in certain seasons Peace for an anxious heart Quietly lingers within The softly muted colors
Look close Now magnified Look closer But don’t gaze Briefly notice Each mark left behind By time or by choices – Curious what another Might notice with Such an up-close view- One more glance No longer amplified Only me and the mirror– Now look away Shift focus from My reflection To the state Of my heart Leave lines of worry behind Let them fade into the background
There is a Familiarity In that face A recollection Behind those eyes Curious though Something Is missing A sparkle In the blues A sweetness In the smile Oh, don’t worry They have been Invited to return And I have A feeling They may arrive Tomorrow morning About the time I look in the mirror
Do you ever look in the mirror and think-Who is this person? They do not look like I remember. I think this happens more often the older I get. I am learning to appreciate the changes I see. And to recognize when that reflection says-You need a little extra care today. ❤️
Why does The heart So often resist Needed change All while The body Is crying Please stop! You need to rest! Because of fear? Fear of what? Disappointing someone? Making a wrong choice? The heart knows The answer All along Yet, continues To wrestle Within itself That is, until Strong arms Take over Wrapping Themselves Around the chest Squeezing tight Releasing A message Of reassurance- Have faith! It will be ok
Sharing a previously posted poem today. Taking my own advice…rest. 😊
Time to Rest
Notes Rests Sound Silence Working Together To make music Pleasing Not only To the ears But also Body, mind, soul And yet, One key Element Is often An afterthought- Silence If not Savored Disappears Transposing Sweet melody To mere noise Leaving No time To breathe No time To sing