So many things I take for granted. Today, I am embracing the simple. Thankful that the sun is shining. Thankful that the breeze is crisp. Thankful for the ability to talk on the phone. Hearing my dad, You will always be my little girl. Hearing my mom, I am ok. We will trust God to take care of us. Dad is in the hospital in Arkansas. Mom is there with him. I am at home in Oklahoma. Such is this life. And that is ok.
Thinking in terms Of my life story At this moment Feels a bit Daunting Contemplating What I know And wish I knew About my own Grandmothers Naturally shifts My perspective So much more They could have Would have said Given more time Asked more questions- Motivation to Open the book Begin writing One word One sentence One memory One song At a time
Row Your Boat, arrangement The Piano Guys, Kelley Morris, pianoAll Good, The Piano Guys, Kelley Morris, piano
Another year To celebrate Family Friends Goodwill And cheer Mercy Grace Forgiveness And hope A precious gift Tiny baby born Lying in a manger Sleeping among The animals Listening to The Lullaby Of angels
When I consider Christmas past, some gifts stand out. The jewelry box from mom and dad that was also a music box! Dolls of the World from my Aunt Sharon. A voice print of my kids saying Mama from Gart. How my Granny Mahar always had a gift for each of her twenty-six grandchildren. ❤️
Great or small, each gift was given in love. And each giver holds a place in my heart.
I’ve been called sentimental more than once. There’s no denying it. But the older I get, the more my sentiments rest on people, not on things. Each memory is a gift held in the heart. Tied together by an unending ribbon of affection, six-inch curls in between. 😉
Silent Night, arranged by Phillip Everen Kelley Morris, piano
Christmas Time is Here by Vince Guaraldi Kelley Morris, piano
Strength and Beauty Were present From the start Kindness and Consideration Toward those Different from her Emerged early on The intrinsic notion That different Does not translate Into less than That we all Have a place In this world And sometimes An advocate is needed To help others Realize their abilities- Compassion Turned to passion Passion to action Goals set Challenges Accepted- A bright light In my life since The day she was born And to countless others Throughout her journey
Our sweet daughter, Rachel, graduated from KU today with her Master’s Degree! She is a high school special education teacher, specializing in transition services. We are so proud! ❤️
What makes a year? Logic says Seconds, minutes, hours Days, weeks, months Equally spaced To help us keep track- Of what, I’m not sure Oh, there’s no denying The answer when My birth year Is subtracted From the current year But the larger That number grows The less it represents Anything equally spaced What makes a year? My heart says The love of others The beauty of nature Grief, heartache, and loss Faith, hope, and love None of which Fit into any calendar All of which Even the torn edges Can be transformed Into a much-cherished Collage of memories
It’s too quiet Something my mom Used to say after Our holiday visits Well, actually After any visit Once their nest Was empty And although Our nest is Not quite empty I’m beginning To understand The sentiment A flurry of activity The aroma of food Being prepared But mostly, the voices- Once they return To their own homes The quiet leaves space For melancholy And missing But mostly, the quiet Leaves space For memories And a grateful heart
A day filled With family Young and old Enjoying Tasty food Prepared by Ones I love Ones who Love me Precious Minutes To watch And listen Smile and Wonder- Full heart Calm mind Tired body Ready to rest In the peace Left behind by Thanksgiving
Not all of our family could be with us today. And though we missed them, it was a wonderful time filled with reasons to be grateful. The house was full of laughter, stories, and heart-to-hearts. My husband, Gart, worked hard to make it a great day. He is quite the chef! And I am a lucky girl! ❤
What a perfect beginning to this Thanksgiving week-a writing circle hosted by Ali Grimshaw. https://flashlightbatteries.blog/. I was reminded once again of the importance of gratitude. Happy Monday! ❤
Giving and Receiving
What have I given of myself today? Was it more Than a thought Or a simple prayer Did my focus Remain inward Or did I take time To see you coming Slowly walking In my direction Wondering how I might respond Or if I would Offer a smile- Fairly certain I received one For it left a hint Of happiness As you passed by More precious Than any present I could have received What have I given of myself today?
Hold My Hand
Our hands reveal So much about The lives we live My dad’s hands Are rough and strong Calloused from years Of carpentry My mom’s hands Are softer Her work required A different touch And yet, time Is reflected in both- I notice changes In my own hands Spots on my skin Aches in my fingers While thinking about Hands I have held Some briefly Others lingering- But then you Held my hand A lasting touch That began at The tips of my fingers And worked its way Into the depths of my heart
The question We always ask Our children What do you Want to be When you Grow up? It’s funny I seem to be Answering That question For myself These days- When I grow up I want to hold Your tiny hand Watch your breath Rise and fall In the smallest Of motions Hear your cries Comfort your fears Feel the complete joy Only found In the heaviness Of rocking Back and forth In our favorite chair Reading our favorite stories Singing our favorite songs My heart younger As yours grows stronger
My job was to stir Sounds simple A wooden spoon Round and round But I remember Heat rising from The slow-to-boil Sweetness My dad was always Nearby, of course In case little hands Became tired It only took Helping one time For the tasty Result to be Permanently Etched in my soul- How is it that Precious details Are so easily Forgotten- Eating the remaining Warm chocolaty filling Out of tiny glass bowls Once my dad filled His homemade pie crusts- May my memory Of a yesterday Erase any complaints From today