I wrote this poem several months ago after a conversation with my oldest. This seems like the perfect time for sharing.
Parenting is a lifelong adventure. And though responsibilities change as time passes, some things never change. Like that struggle between worry and release.
The temptation to hold on too tight is strong. And even after successfully letting go, certain events bring me right back into the battle.
Currently, it is a concern for their safety as public school teachers and a working college student during this pandemic. They are all adults. They know how to take care of themselves. But I will always be their mom. ❤
No Longer a Kid
How are you today?
A simple text
Sent to my child
Nothing urgent
Or momentous
Mom checking in
My eyes well up
With tears before
The swoosh sound
Of the sending text
Has even faded
What? Why now?
A flood of memories
Instantly fills my mind
A million questions
Where did the years go?
Did I do enough to
Prepare you for life?
The phone rings
Jolting me back
To the present
Tears turn to smiles
Questions fade away
The world is okay
Hey Mom, thought
I’d call and talk
Instead of just texting
And so it goes when
You are the parent
Of adult children
A simple thought
Becomes a rapid
Onslaught of emotions
A myriad of questions
And concerns
Instantly erased by
The sound of a voice-
My kid who is
No longer a kid