My heart seeks A place of safety Not to hide, but to sing At first, quietly to myself until deep joy Overflows and I can sing out loud with Confidence Hearing my voice mingling with others none looking to stir up conflict but instead, each one pursuing lasting peace
Sharing a poem from Thanksgiving, 2020. Sentiments remain the same. Wishing you a week of thankfulness and peace. 🧡🕊💛
Driving away, I saw you in my rearview mirror. I wanted to keep looking, to appreciate and study. But that was not possible.
Watching the road and all.
So, I smiled, taking note of your blue feathers and gentle waves. Your perfect placement in the afternoon sky. I would do my best to remember, making sure my eyes remained on the road.
Until I changed direction and your position shifted. Gracefully, you drifted, from behind me, to be beside me, and finally directly in front of me. I followed you all The Way Home- Grateful
Rolling flutters of soft purples and sweet floral aromas call tiny tarsus in for a landing— Fortitude in frailty for both Iris and Bee.
Wings excitedly buzz. Precious nectar and baskets of pollen are carefully collected— Valuable resources for sharing and sustaining a beautiful partnership.
Security in the hope of their survival across the flourishing of each new rolling purple flutter and tiny buzzing bee.
A tightening in the center of my chest A knot in my gut Breathe A few moments of relief And then with no warning A tightening in the center of my chest A knot in my gut- Add in a little race between my pulse and my thoughts- Breathe deeper Take a drink of water Tell someone how I’m feeling The cycle may continue a little longer but I’m no longer circling it alone
I often speak of writing as a type of therapy. I’m able to get feelings on paper without speaking the words.
I have not written about anxiety and depression in a while. But today was tough. Anxiety was knocking down the door.
If you happen to also be there, you are not alone.
I sit quietly, mesmerized by the path of a morning breeze travelling from the peak of a tall oak, downward until each branch, each leaf engaged in childlike song.
The entire tree danced, as if calling me to join in until the breeze moved on to the loblolly across the fence.
I watch as the breeze continues conducting. Whole sections of the loblolly swaying and swirling in grand gestures like a gentle giant preparing to pick a tiny flower.
The same breeze spoke through both trees. Responses varied due to their individual states of being. Results proved equally persuasive.
Songs my soul needed to hear. Lessons my heart aches to understand.