I sat with The heaviness All-day-long My heart wrapped In a blanket of grief The day wrapped In weeping clouds
A peak of the sun Broke my stillness Only a glance Out the window Surely, I should not soak it in How could I? Amid so much suffering
That sweet sunshine Not to be ignored Determined to draw me out Shone a little brighter Bravely displaying Light and shadow Simultaneously
I couldn’t help Whispering Thank you Even as my heart Continued to cry
Today, I am sharing a poem from my recent collection, When the Glass Breaks. Once again, the day, the world, feels anything but simple. And I know there are no simple answers. But I am reminded of the following quote.
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.” Martin Luther King, Jr.
Dark clouds rolled in The face of a grizzly bear Leading the charge Angrily spreading darkness Over half of the whole sky- The other half was Partly covered with clouds Leaving space enough for A few patches of clear blue Space enough for A peak or two of sunlight- Perhaps it was the sunlit blue That calmed the angry grizzly Reminding him of days Spent fishing in clear waters- I can’t be sure But where the two halves of the sky met Darkness and fear dissipated And the rain began to fall As thunder gently rolled away Far off into the distance
The voice in my head screams As the one in my heart sobs A flood of questions Fills the gulf in between- Unable to understand Darkness capable of Instantly turning One heart against another With no consideration of The humanity within us all Instead, focused on labels Created, then vilified by men- My head barely remains above This continuous current of Information- My heart aches for a sign of hope- Sunlight after a storm Twinkling star in the night sky Laughter of a child- The beginnings of truth A calling for peace
Though its comings and goings Are fairly gradual It sometimes seems To disappear in a snap Leaving us to wonder How it gave in so quickly To its counterpart- Not sure they are friends Light and dark But their cooperation Is necessary For our survival One allowing us to rest And sleep, and dream Freeing space In our hearts and minds To notice a beautiful Brushstroke of the other As it paints pink across Smiling sunrise clouds
Seen in a simple glance Felt in a single step Eyes compelled To focus on the source And not the darkness Attempting to sneak Into my periphery– Though it may try It cannot block The quiet promises Of hope and warmth Flowing from the light Lengthening each glance Strengthening each step Assurance that this light Will not be engulfed Rather, that the darkness Will eventually disappear
I sensed Its approach One morning Leaving for work In the dark Not like an Impending Sense of doom Just a weightiness Not present The day before Changing seasons Can feel that way Filled with both Beauty and angst Watching leaves fall After Stunning Transformations Mourning their loss While clinging To the hope Of new buds In the Spring Relishing falling Temperatures Cooling my skin Mourning the Consequent Dwindling Of sunshine While clinging To the hope Of new light Following the cold Dark days of winter Believing once again This heaviness will lift
Driving at night Noticing lights Shining inside And outside All the houses In a variety of Shapes and sizes Perfectly lining All the streets Helping me Find my way- The Moon Dimly shines In the corner of my eye A star or two, as well
Is there ever such thing as too much light?
Driving at night Wishing on Veiled stars Too numerous For my mind to hold I know they are there I’ve seen them before Long to see them again From my speck of Earth For all the lights To be turned off To walk outside Lay down on the grass Look up, and marvel As darkness disappears